there are days. all sorts. this is one of them.
i wonder if this is the day i ran out of something to say?
so i'm afraid. i'm afraid this day's failure is the result of all past failures and the harbinger of all future failures. and i am faced with several options: do i accept the days failures and write them off as part of the process? do i let this day's failures be the root of tomorrow's? do i allow the fear to consume me? do i keep forging ahead in the remainder hours of the day? do i just let it be for the day and call tomorrow a new day? i'm fairly certain letting this day ruin the rest of them is a bad idea, however, this is the option that seems inevitable today. so, instead, i'm trying to face the fear. call it what it is, and hopefully move forward. tomorrow.
because i fear today is lost.